I looked into the mirror and that’s what I saw. I’ve never looked in the mirror and thought I was ugly. Never. It’s not exactly hatred but maybe loathing? Disgust? Weariness for sure. Last night I shaved all the hair on my head and all the hair on my face. I look like a brown little hairless alien. I’m not feeling well either. Mucousy, head stuffy, sore throat. Inside/Outside yuckiness.